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yesterday/today was serioulsy so lame. i hate rumors. now im wondering if what i heard was true or not. i wish i wasnt so irrational. i dunno maybe its for the best? i didnt want it to end this way, but most of all i didnt want it to end.

chris- i am so sorry, you were right, i love you so much and i dont want to lose you as my friend. you mean so much to me. even if we arent together i want to be your friend. we have been thru so much, i cant lose you right now. thinking that i lost you is serioulsy killing me

What you gon’ do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What u gon’ do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I’m a make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.
Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps


that reminds me of saturday.......... SO MUCH FUN

Current Music: black eyed peas

today was pretty much the day when it all hit rock bottom... there is tension between some of my friends. thank god not with courtney... everything is really bad at home right now. my parents have cut me off completly... i dont know what i am going to do. probably move in with my grandparents. i expected something like this from my stepmom, but not my dad. the things he said.... i cant get it out of my head its driving me crazy. i never would have thought i would hear him say those things. so i left and for right now im staying in menifee. i saw theas mom at kohls and she gave me a lot of good advice. i really missed talking to her. i went to my cousins house and we wound up going with her friend to her boyfriends football game out in long beach. then we all went to eat and came home. thats pretty much it, now im sitting here by myself with all this shit in my head wondering who "her" is, and im bummed that michael is going to homecoming. oh well, thats the least of my problems.... what am i going to do?

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: boxcar racer

today was CHILL FOOL.... im starting to feel better thanks to court... went to school cruised thru that.. then went to go get my hair and eyebrows done. i was gonna do my nails too but i was getting impatient, so tomorrow i will! came home chilled watched tv. then i went to my friends house and played with his puppy and watched tv. came home all early cuz i thought my dad was gonna be home but he wasnt. tomorrow might go to the game with courtney and chill there.... haha go numero dies y siete... oh shieet i know spanish. por que he would =say cuz im effin tight like that. then it would be chill fool. yea thats about my whole day. :D

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: kelly clarkson- since you've been gone

seriously girls are so dumb. they go and talk shit and swear like you wont find out. they funniest part is they make the hugest ass out of themselves when they get caught.

there is seriously only one girl can trust: courtney

i dont know what i would have done these past four years without her. it seems like everyone else is fake and will do whatever it takes to get what they want even if it means screwing you over. im so sick of it all. i have enough problems with family and school without that bullshit. (most) guys are pretty stupid too, they think they can get with you and act like they are tight and shit when they really ARENT

Current Mood: annoyed

i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. it feels good. hopefully now there will be no more drama, i think i solved it all. it was awesome being able to talk to her and catch up on everything. whew!!!!!

Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: martina mcbride- valentine